why can't you place me in your heart and let me stay forever there,
why cant you acknowledge i am right here, and just begin to care?
why don't you understand, i'm down for the struggle and fight,
if by your side is my place,
then why is it so hard for me to successfully win this race?
this race of getting you to love me before you start to hate me,
and sometimes i wonder would you ever disgrace or abuse me,
i am sick of lying about us, telling people you actually care,
when you dont give a fuck, when all i want is for you to be there...
tell me you can become the type of guy who tries,
who tries to fufill my heart with the answers to my whys...
from jump you knew what i was about and i still wonder about you,
because of who you are and the things that you do,
baby i love you so much that it hurts my heart to question if you feel the same way i do to...
then i tell myself 'nisha if he loves you wait patiently for him to tell you'
you say you trust me so that i may trust you back, but can i really?......
i want to trust you so much, but first i need to know do you love me?????
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