Sad , going down , hoping that someday I may rise above this frown.
Confused , decreasing fast , wondering if this false world will ever last.
Sex , the game , If you never play you never lose , the shame.
Death , No more life , Never living till the day you get a wife.
Rock N’ Roll is my life , live my the passage , die by the blade.
Depression , See my face , Always standing out , alone , in the shade.
Standing alone all my life , wondering why this world is this way ,
No one near , you cause my fear , Paranoia taking over more every day.
I am falling down , never okay , see this frown , speechless I say,
Demented mind , I stand alone , So sad , upon my life you slay .
Do you care for me , I sure don’t , do you want me here , you sure wont.
I am here , are you there? I’m stuck here , your where over there.
Maybe a little over reactive , or maybe just a tragic life , never gaining respect no matter what I do.
I am so pathetic , have you ever seen me when I make my joke ? what a joke , I am the joke.
Born a while over 15 years ago , here I am , still not living , yet my heart is beating.
Still sitting at the dinner table alone , no family near , I don’t even know what the hell I am eating.
Do you see my point upon which I suck ? Or do you just not give a fuck?
Standing , walking , seeing , crying , all of which I do with shame , play my shame game.
Genetics from my dad , lost in my mind , genetics from my mom , constantly depressed, never taking control.
Im effected by your love , all these gifts from the god above , but this world still sucks , Did I ask for this life , it seems no one gives a fuck.
Rock N’ roll , mind in a hole , my lifes role , Fear stole my soul.
See me stand , see me walk , see my tears , My fear’s stalk.
Sad , going down , hoping that someday I may rise above this frown.
Confused , decreasing fast , wondering if this false world will ever last.
Sex , the game , If you never play you never lose , the shame.
Death , No more life , Living , only until the day your throat meets the knife.
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BrItGiRl13: U no, u got me cunfuzed... what does it mean????????? on December 21, 2005 1:55 PM
