With life there are no guarantees , yet I stamped my life with three.
One for now , one for the road , then one just to keep me standing till I explode.
I never know how long I can give into this fight , I think sometimes I am right ,
How far , how long , how at all , why do I bother to pitch a fight through life.
Love is the only thing keeping me from my fall , love is all Iíve got.
How far , how long , how many times of repetition , until hearts rot.
700 miles divide me from my life , just one knife separates me from my death.
Its that easy to end it all , how will I love someone , with no breath left.
No need to worry , I mustnít die , I have too much life left in me ,
Too much love in me , cant you see?
See my face , my race , see that sadistic look of fear and love in my eyes?
Do I look like the kid that just , rolls over and dies?
No one is here to save us all , we have to lead our own ways , destiny is fake ,
If destiny existed , weíd be a lot better off.
Happiness exists , just , we have to make it . Without love , without cheer , I feel so naked.
In my mind , itís most of the time blank , Yet I see all , comprehend all , see more than most.
From my pain and misery , most never have to deal with , I have gained the knowledge to see the world for what it is ,
This world is nothing more than a mask , a mask over what we are , nothing more than a bunch of lost people searching for a way .
Falling faster and faster and faster and faster! I see now this rapid speed will never decrease.
I will continue to fall , faster and faster and faster until my life Is ceased .
Love is all I have , all I need , the pain I feel drags me down . I see now the pain that is this world.
Yet I also see the upside that is love , all love , love is what it is , Our lives , our faith , My life.
My sadistic laugh , my sadistic scream , my sadistic life , Never ending with the blade of a knife.
Not always a good life , not always the way I want things to be , yet these things the way they are , are not what they seem to be.
I am me , Im not you , this world is not me , Ill rise above it . I see here I am meant for more , we all are.
No one realizes it , exept me , few others , love keeps us alive , I love love , love is life.
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BrItGiRl13: Good job shauny! on November 30, 2005 3:09 PM